I am working hard to reach my goals. They all require time and time has become so precious to me these days. I think I don’t have enough, but I know I have all there is…
I feel like the good things I want to add to my day for myself are sqeezed in and it’s like putting toothpaste into a tube and trying to get more in than will fit. I ask for the wisdom to be aware of and to allocate this precious time wisely. I must treat it as if it is water and I am in the desert.
I’ve incorporated daily exercise into my mornings. It’s been great. I have more flexibility in my body and am slowly repairing things that have been in disarray (lol!). I’ve lost 8 pounds and look forward to losing at least 8 more and firming up.
Oh, to heal my back and to get back into African dance again! Finally the goal can be real and not a ficticious dream in my head. It will happen slowly.
I’d like more time to exercise; to stretch and feel my body move – this thing that I live in. To sweat and to feel the gloriousness of it dancing to music and being its movements.
I’d like more time to sing, to open my heart to God and the universe and to feel the spine tingling reverberations of that voice go all through my entire being. It is to know God and to be one with Him for just that 
brief second in time because there is nothing else but that presence in the voice and it flows through me like the wind flying between two buildings. There is a burst of freedom in the light, a sensation that causes one to pause and to feel a sense of wholeness. In those moments, there is no “me,” there is something else far greater than what I am. It’s like stepping into the night sky and being surrounded by the endless blackness dotted with stars. And it is to kow that there is nothing but love. It is grace, beauty and the extreme mercy of love. Ah, to use this gift, this weapon, this medicine, this mercy - it is to be at one with all the things that are.
So, I will find creative ways to make more time by using what I have more wisely. And I will choose to have gratitude for every breath, every heartbeat and each second of being in the world of physical manifestation. This is my world and it is what I make it.
Though time moves, I do not because my soul doesn’t change. The feeling of my being, my essence, my soul does not change. Regardless of the ticking of the clock, the setting and rising of the sun, the aging of this body, the thing that is “I” does not change. I AM, therefore I am unchanging and impervious to the flow of time that passes through me and gives me experience in this existence.
I will embrace this principle and set out to order each day and make it what I need it to be so I can move towards accomplishment of the various things I am to do while I am here. My constant wish is to create and to leave love behind me so if anyone steps into the ether that remains when this body is no longer used will be bathed in light and love and peace and make it a part of their being and then follow through with doing the same. Leave a trail of light in time.
This is merely my thought and my note to myself. If anyone wants to share about what their concept of time is or what they plan to do while they are here, feel free.
